Since I have been gone from this forum, I lost my brother's wife, also two friends, but the worst of it is that my 21 year old grand nephew passed away. He came home from college, picked me up in his brand new car he got for his birthday, he and his kid brother picked me up to go to his grandfather's 90th birthday party, my late sister's husband. That was the last time I saw him. This happened last August, his brother could not wake him up. Needless to say it's been hell on earth for my family. Sorry, I just had to vent again.