Being a kidney transplant patient myself my heart aches for you and your family. I live with that fear everyday. But remember as I tell my children and I remember my dad. They are gone from this world but will always live in our hearts and minds. They will never be forgotten.
My prayers are with you and your family. Be strong and feel his love.
Prayers are on the way! Losing a parent is miserable, even when we know there are health issues causing problems. My dad has been gone for three years and I still find myself wanting to call him for advice or comfort.
This is terrible news Jorge. As long as he has a place in your heart, he'll never really be gone, will he? Reading between the lines of your posting, I can see you were very close to him. I envy you that relationship.
May he indeed rest in peace ... God Bless him, you and your family ....