Oh Connie, my heart, thought's & prayers' go out to you. I'm so very, very sorry that your going thru all this. But I'm also a "Believer" that the Lord will get you thru this. I'm not in your shoes, but I can "feel" the fear that your going thru, thru your message. Connie, I will be praying hard for you, I've been a recepiant of many "miracles" in my life so I know that they do happen, so I will be praying that one happens in your life! Your "furbabies" are being taken care of, and TJ will be okay. In the meantime, keep yourself company by being on the C@-Board and please keep us up-dated on your prognosis.